Wednesday, November 09, 2005
hey i just got out of the doctors office and right now i'm at my moms work while she's finishing up some stuff. Soo anyways cheerleading tryouts were yesterday and of course i didn't make it. The only...
View ArticleWednesday, November 16, 2005
Hey it's me again and i'm once again at the hospital. I got taken out of school because I was sick again and so my mom had a medical student pick me up and bring me to the hospital and I got my...
View Articlewow how things change
Right now I'm confused like normal about everything once again. I think that my depression is back but then again I don't believe that crap I guess I'm just feeling sorry for myself. So this summer I'm...
View Articleok what's the deal
Right now i'm fucking pissed. I wasn't at first but then i got to thinking. Keenan keeps on ditching me and i only have a fucking week left until i have to leave. First off I went camping for what was...
View Articlei feel like sH*t
Last night since I was mad I went to Daves party which sucked ass because when I was like F*cking tired as F*ck Dave tried making out with me a couple of times and shit and I was like asleep...
View Articlei don't know what to say
Right now i'm feeling pretty pissed not because somthing happend but because i hurt my eye and it's really annoying and i'm pissed at every annoying thing. Anyways thanks trent for the comment it made...
View ArticleHey I'm about to Leave!!!
Hey what's up,I'm back again. I don't write in here as much as I write in my myspace one but that's ok. It's closer time to when I have to leave for my gay summer school thing and I'm dreading it.Right...
View ArticleWOW
I havn't used this thing in like damn forever. Well me and keenan have been going out now since Oct.25 kind of he asked me out again on Christmas so whatever I don't know were just pretending we never...
View ArticleHeres where I come when I don't want people to see my thoughts
Theres always some reason not to feel good enough. And I don't know I feel horrible now because I feel like i'm not good enough for Keenan. Well I did think that but now I know it and I just feel like...
View ArticleIt's been a long ass time but i'm back
I could never leave xanga for good it's a good thing to come back to every now and then when I'm stressed and don't want people judgeing me about my thoughts. So Keenan treats me so much better than he...
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